#003

恐懼

其實我很怕。

很怕。

怕得連該用什麼字去形容這種恐懼感。

很怕。

怕得很想放棄離開逃避。

很怕。

怕得徹夜難眠。

很怕。

怕得看什麼都覺得乏味心煩。

很怕。

很怕自己一路以來自以為的對決定會和現實相反。

很怕。

自己無法實現對自己的承諾。

很怕。

很怕曾為家人的負擔。

很怕。

很怕很怕會讓愛我的人，對我有期望的人，失望。

很怕。

很怕無知的恐懼，莫明的壓力。

誰能告訴我，我該怎麼做。

＃002

久久不跟新的原因，除了忙，另一个原因莫过于，词穷。

我差不多忘了什么叫词句重组和造句了，或许你觉得很好笑，但却是真的.

开始后悔为何当初，没有继续坚持，搞得现在不知从处说起。

今天终于把这份心意挂上去。

至于我不怎么好看的房间，请漠视，谢谢。

关于生日那件事。

在此，很感谢说有替我庆生和祝福我的朋友们。你们的心意，我都受到了。再次说声谢谢。=)

我亲爱的陈盈冰小姐，担心我太忙，就故意在生日的一个月前，提早预约。而且还和肥哥哥在后面小小计划着如何替我庆祝。

我只能说这份心意难得可贵。

其实还有很多很多想说，不过还是觉得再多再多的字于描述，都述说不出我们的关系，和对于他们的爱。

晚安

#001

Hello peeps,

In this early November, I have decided to return as a blogger.

I just don't know why I suddenly have the urge to blog, like so random.

Today, we can consider we are living in the social media era, where everyone are very active in Facebook, Instagram , Twitter and etc.

However, when comes into blogging, people don't really give a damn. Some what I understand, people prefer graphic more than words and no one love to read grandfather grandmother stories. Which is why the blogging industry were almost dead after the begin of the social media revolution

Anyway, I first started blogging at Blogspot since fifteen (when I was typing this, suddenly there were a lot of flashback in my mind. Those were times ><), then move to Wretch and now I'm back to Blogspot again.

The purpose to launch this blog again, mainly because I want to keep a record about my life and share some stories with people who really cares about me. At the same time, I also wish that I can improve my language by crapping/writing.

Actually, I don't really have an idea where to position my blog, but since I enjoyed eating awesome food and drinking coffee, I have this feeling that I would turn this blog into a food blog at the end of day.

So stay tune.

Evangeline Yin - Feeling Excited!!!